breaths labored like I have just run a sprint
as in my mind
i try to search back to what i remembered
saying to myself,
and i cannot. but i
remember that the words fit together like mesh so i ran
the mesh through the thoughts in my head and it skimmed them like
like milk
but no i cannot search deep enough with the mesh to what i said before to myself
and the words do not
resurface to the brain milk,
and i remember how cold i was earlier
and the music blasts into my ears
and i feel like it is knocking loose all of my thoughts that had been brewing and
stewing there all weekend in the cold weather
too scared to escape my lips for fear that they would remain frozen in the air where i spoke them